I first started trying to slowly get things figured out for myself in 2012. just passively gathering information as it was presented to me. A few years later in 2015 I was actively starting conversations with anyone who was willing to talk about all the big questions and looking for all kinds of info and videos on conspiracy theories. Just trying to piece things together and figure things out for myself without anyone telling me how things are.
Then late 2016 I had found a man through YouTube, Jay Essex is the YouTube channel. Watching his videos and listening to all his information just made sense to me for some reason. During one of his videos he started talking about metaphysical abilities and ways to exercise them. So I gave it a shot, and it actually worked!
I have continued to use and develop my abilities so that I can understand things on my own. Not with a book, any guru, or any religion but completely by myself. My goal now is to help others so they can get their own information for themselves.